Wait....wait...wait....

Well, we are 3 days away..........

Symptoms? Cramping and more cramping....Oh! and I wanna EAT!

I've been getting a few more the last couple of days. I think I have my mind on this cycle being over. Something is still saying "wait it out!!!" I haven't really had the urge to test...I would have already taken a test in the last 3 days...Maybe it's the consistent "Not Pregnant" I've received this entire time..But, I want to wait until Friday morning if nothing has shown. This is so weird of me. I'm not patient.

So ready to know and for this part to be over. This is the longest, hardest part of it all. The meds and all that, I can tolerate. The wait pretty much sucks. Did I mention that I'm not patient?

My co-teacher was talking to me about asking God for a "Fleece". I had NEVER heard of such a thing in my life and I was inspired! In the Bible there is a story of a man who was pretty sure of God's plan for him, but He asked God to show him a sign. He laid out a  fleece from a sheep/lamb in the grass and told God if it was His plan to make the grass wet, but keep the fleece dry. The next morning he awoke, and it was just as he had asked. He asked him to do it one more time, except making the fleece wet and the grass dry. The next morning, it was how he had asked God. So many times we pray for His guidance and when He gives us a plan, it's still kind of hard for us to decipher whether or not it is His plan in fact and we need Him to show us a little more to make it clear. It is sooo important to continue to have Faith and believe that His will is what is best for us. So, I have asked God for some sign. Any sign. To make sure we are still on the right path. I don't want to take a path that isn't guided by Him. I get myself into wayyyyyy too much trouble on my own!!! Well, that's all for tonight! Hopefully Friday I will have great news for you all, but if not, please keep praying!